some things are meant to be kept as a secret.

working again..

this morning have to force myself to get out of the bed.. my head feel so heavy when i get out.. yesterday didnt go work but also didnt get a lot of rest still(i didnt fake ill, im ill).. haha.. played maple for 1hr plus then train till 80+% le.. haiz when can i level ne?? so long never level le really very sian de leh..

anyway this morning was quite busy then i got a lot os shit stuff to settle.. then is like 3/4 of those check-in is by tracy and i just check-in 1/4 of it but the time we use were the same.. haha.. just because of all the thing i need to print, to check, to explain.. sian diao.. but overall was still not bad.. then guess what at 10am my mood going down hill.. just because nobody can tell me what can i do that's why i have no choice but to ask you.. but what shit did you say?? im not a FULL time here so can you at least hear me out before you anyhow say me like im nobody.. really hate it.. i just dont understand why must i received this type of treatment??

sometime i just hope i can be like a disable.. though they will also face problems in their life.. but there will also some place where you will benefit from it.. such as:
- if you are blind, you will not see anything you dont like and you can actually imagine what look you want the particular thing to be.
- if you are deaf, you wont be able to listen to what negative thing other people saying about you and you will be shut from the outside world, not listening to all noises around.
- if you are dumb then you wont need to argue with people and this will lower the chance of you being so upset.

oh i think im too down le.. nevermind can think of happy stuff --- 2 1/2 hrs(9000sec) more and i can go home le.. then can sleep and have a sweetdreams..

if only i can be my own boss and rulez my own world.. T_T

jay Chou fAnatic!!